Tag Archives: pregnancy loss
Flowers
Most people love getting flowers. I’m one of those people. I’ve gotten flowers for lots of fun stuff in my life. I’ve never gotten sympathy flowers- until today. I was furiously cleaning my entire house because idle hands and minds … Continue reading
Empty Arms Again
Last November 3rd we lost our baby at 10.5 weeks. This September 14th we lost another one, this time at 7.5 weeks. Last year I was told a d&c wasn’t needed and to “wait it out”. This time my much … Continue reading
Empty Arms
Today. I’ve been dreading today since November 3rd, the day we lost our baby. Today was my c section date. I should be holding a new baby. I should be smelling that new baby smell and introducing a new member … Continue reading
Snow Day Feelings
We broke the record for the most snow per date yeterday. Almost 5 inches in some places. We ended up with about 4. This was as it was coming down. Over. It. Top the snow with an email from … Continue reading
I don’t want to talk about it
Well, I do. Just at random and when the mood strikes, not with an actual therapist at a set time every week. I would’ve been 14 weeks pregnant today. I mentioned that fact to Matt this morning and he offered … Continue reading
Thankful
I’m thankful for my little family. Terrible almost 2’s are in full swing But she is the joy of my life. I’m thankful for a husband with a sense of humor. We have been writing (or in Quinn’s case, scribbling) … Continue reading
Burrito Happy Holidays
Chipotle is 30 miles away from us. I repeat- Chipotle is THIRTY DAMN MILES away. We went last night. It’s also the slowest Chipotle on the planet. Our friendly neighborhood Chipotle in Atlanta was on top of things. It was … Continue reading
Snowballs
Quinn has a cold. Everyone keeps asking when we’re letting her play in the snow, and the answer is “She has a cold”. I’ve been told I’m too overprotective. Our recent loss has kicked my overprotective ways into high gear. … Continue reading
Snow
It’s here. Just a little, but snow happened. I don’t have snow boots. I have a coat that I *think* may keep me warm. We did finally get a snow capable car. I’m very thankful not to have to shove … Continue reading
The Plan
It’s late. I’ve been in bed for 2 hours but sleep isn’t happening. Quinn is restless (she has a little cold) and has cried out a couple of times. Matt is working. The wind is howling outside and Dolce keeps … Continue reading