Tag Archives: miscarriage

Fertility Treatments: We have a plan.

Posted on November 24, 2015 by runrollrepeat

Our visit with the reproductive endocrinologist went better than I could’ve ever imagined. Probably because I freaked myself out for weeks waiting for the appointment.  I was sure it was my fault, losing two pregnancies in a row. I was … Continue reading →

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Weekend Ramblings

Posted on November 21, 2015 by runrollrepeat

I’ve screwed up this week. I haven’t tracked very well. Holidays are tough! So many good things around and I’m having a hard time saying no. I’m hoping to get my act together today because yesterday was a food fest. … Continue reading →

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I survived Hell Week

Posted on November 6, 2015 by runrollrepeat

I made it out of the most painful 2 minutes of my life alive. The HSG test was a bitch, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. When the doctor first numbed my cervix I was thinking “Oh, this is … Continue reading →

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Fertility Stuff

Posted on November 1, 2015 by runrollrepeat

I wasn’t going to write about fertility or what we’re doing next. I think I thought that by not writing about it I wouldn’t have to deal with the emotions surrounding it. I was wrong. It’s so emotionally draining. There’s … Continue reading →

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Flowers

Posted on September 22, 2015 by runrollrepeat

Most people love getting flowers. I’m one of those people. I’ve gotten flowers for lots of fun stuff in my life. I’ve never gotten sympathy flowers- until today.  I was furiously cleaning my entire house because idle hands and minds … Continue reading →

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Empty Arms Again

Posted on September 18, 2015 by runrollrepeat

Last November 3rd we lost our baby at 10.5 weeks. This September 14th we lost another one, this time at 7.5 weeks.  Last year I was told a d&c wasn’t needed and to “wait it out”. This time my much … Continue reading →

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Seriously

Posted on July 20, 2015 by runrollrepeat

   So annoying. I didn’t finish out the week like I would’ve liked to. I have tracked every bite that I’ve put in my mouth today. I got my hair cut today (way shorter than normal) and the hardest thing … Continue reading →

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Weigh in, Week 19 and the weekend

Posted on June 1, 2015 by runrollrepeat

I’m behind by a week. Sorry. I lost this week. I tracked pretty well until yesterday. I ate cookies with wreckless abandon. I regret that decision, but at the time it made me feel better.  I did recoup and continue … Continue reading →

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Empty Arms

Posted on May 19, 2015 by runrollrepeat

Today. I’ve been dreading today since November 3rd, the day we lost our baby. Today was my c section date. I should be holding a new baby. I should be smelling that new baby smell and introducing a new member … Continue reading →

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Weigh in, Week 18

Posted on May 18, 2015 by runrollrepeat

       I’m so frustrated with myself this week. I’ve let my emotions get the best of me and I’ve eaten them. Tomorrow is the day I was supposed to go in for a C-section to deliver our second baby. We … Continue reading →

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