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I’m still here

I want to write. I want to write all about what the fertility doctor said and about how many vials of blood they took and what the results were and how I’m holding up. I sit down to do it … Continue reading

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Home

Last week we packed up all of our earthly belongings in a frenzy and threw them in a moving truck and headed south. Matt found out the previous week that the railroad approved our transfer request so our hurry was … Continue reading

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Empty Arms

Today. I’ve been dreading today since November 3rd, the day we lost our baby. Today was my c section date. I should be holding a new baby. I should be smelling that new baby smell and introducing a new member … Continue reading

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Weigh in, Week 18

       I’m so frustrated with myself this week. I’ve let my emotions get the best of me and I’ve eaten them. Tomorrow is the day I was supposed to go in for a C-section to deliver our second baby. We … Continue reading

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We are here

A lot has changed in our lives in the last couple of years. We have had the highest of highs with the birth of our first baby (who will be 2 in March! I can’t believe it!) and the lowest … Continue reading

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Goodbye, 2014

2014 has been an exciting and exhausting year for us. We moved away from our beloved Atlanta to start anew in Indiana for Matt’s dream job. While we really miss city life, the quality of life here is much better … Continue reading

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I don’t want to talk about it

Well, I do. Just at random and when the mood strikes, not with an actual therapist at a set time every week. I would’ve been 14 weeks pregnant today. I mentioned that fact to Matt this morning and he offered … Continue reading

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A Baby Walks into a Bar

Yesterday Matt was off all day. Quinn had been talking about Santa (“Ho Ho”) and daddy sitting on santa’s lap, so I figured we would go back to the mall and see if we could actually get her to hang … Continue reading

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Motherhood

Tonight Quinn and I went with friends to welcome Santa to the local mall. He rolled in on a fire truck. Quinn was very skeptical of the whole thing. Or she was frozen. It was hard to tell. He arrived … Continue reading

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No Matter How Small

I was hoping to be able to post a cute pregnancy announcement soon. I had already planned it out- Quinn would proudly wear her “big sister” shirt. I had already ordered a maternity coat for winter. We saw a wild … Continue reading

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